hello(:
just came back from darr's house.hah.i rushed over.then cabbed home.today's been crap): but there's elaine who never fail to cheer me up always(: oh well.xuewen and i are like.no comments ahhhh.i couldnt care less.rawr.today's been some shit laaaa.i had a breakdown when i was talking to him.i swear i dont want to live my life with endless regrets.i'm regretting whatever happened in 2005): like how me and darr didnt work things out coz i was so young.and how i wasted it all to some fucker that i never really loved): rawr.i found out something today.about that idiot.and whats the reason behind all the bad lucks thats happening this year.i'm damn upset.i told him and he was kind of upset the last time too.see tia was stupid.i blame myself for all the heartaches that i've been put through.coz i was simply blind.and i would blame myself if anything would happen between darr and i.i'm fucking upset.but i cant turn back time.and god how i wish i could): i'm going to regret everything when i grow old.oh mann.why am i so upset all the time.i'm fucking emo.and that ): till the next time.




;hey beautiful,you're better than just fine.